Lilipat na ako sa

isawforsale

I thought that you allowing people to capture your presentations with cameras (mine included) was proof enough that we can share it with classmates. Otherwise, you would have confiscated the gadgets before they even capture a single slide.

Whatever fault I committed was not, in any way, intended. Whatever comment posted on the multiply album does not express the student's treatment or feeling towards the subject more so of the professor.

A person with such intellect such as yours would know that.

[	Feeling	|	disconnected	]
[	Music	|	"Vade Mecum" - The Mars Volta	]

Disconnection is a disease.

When you have been at it for too long, you might as well be dead.

Circumstances get in the way of what feeds your very existence, what fuels your fire... and it's so hard to reconnect and be part of the many worlds you used to be in, once you have been so preoccupied with things that would just matter very partially in the future. It's being physically alive without a soul to leave behind when time has struck its mighty hands upon the perishable constructs of a person's body.

I've been cut so short on everything I used to waste my time on. School is a bitch.



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You've dressed yourself so intricately with every fabric of art you come across and pieced them together only to see the seams you've sown fail and then fall apart, scissored by the need to be "educated" leaving you bare.

No dose of "life" to warm you in the cold.


I really need to read again. I really need to watch films again. I really need to take pictures again.

[	Feeling	|	nostalgic	]
[	Music	|	"If She Wants Me" - Belle & Sebastian	]

Minsan parang ang sarap ibalik ng nakaraan...

Inaasahan ko na e. Kung anong saya ko kahapon, bawing bawi naman ngayon. Putangina. Buti nalang 'di ako nagpakalunod sa ligaya kahapon, nagtira ako ng takot sa kung anong pwedeng masamang mangyare. At meron nga. Kaya 'di narin ako nagulat.



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Ilang katagang hango sa homily kanina ng pari sa UP:

Dapat pahalagahan ang mga pangako dahil may mga taong nabubuhay para at dahil dito.

Isang paghihintay ang pangako. Paghihintay sapagkat lahat ng tao ay umaasam na matupad ang mga pangako sa kanila ng mga taong bumitiw nito, balang araw.



TAPOS.

[	Feeling	|	static-uhhh!	]
[	Music	|	"Let's Be One in Music" sa utak ko	]

Dalawang salita lamang: HINDI INAASAHAN

Nanalo akong 2nd place sa Poetry Category. Pero walang nagkamit ng unang gantimpala at walang tinanghal na Thomasian Poet of the Year. 'Di ata pasok sa standards ng judges ang aming mga gawa. Haha! Oh well. Ganun e.


Maraming, maraming salamat sa lahat ng sumuporta, nag-inspire, nag-critique, at nagbigay ng lakas ng loob. :) (speech? tengene. 'wag na nga! haha. baduy e)

Sana hindi lang dito magtapos ang lahat. Gusto ko pang pagbutihin ang ginagawa ko!



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Sira na naman 'yung laptop. Crapola. :(